You have been gifted with physical beauty beyond words. I pray that gift does not become your stumbling block. I pray it become your teacher.
Take heed to these wise words from one of my mentors, Richard Rohr.
Remember your inherent belovedness." The authority with which Jesus taught was an inner authority, born of his awareness that he was God’s own child. Find your own inner authority through contemplative prayer, compassion for all, and connecting with the Presence already praying ceaselessly within.
I love the way you have your hands over your heart in this picture. I pray you continue to grow that heart into the knowledge of that great mystery that God lives just that close to you, in your heart.
It's a long journey to that kind of "knowing" and you must do your part by way of spending time waiting on that great truth to be revealed to you.